Monday, February 11, 2008
Grown up.....I think??
Last I checked I was a grown-up, right? uhhggg! So today, Rob and Kristina are leaving for school and we can't find Rob's keys, so Kristina go's out to the van to look for them. Well for some strange reason she decided to look in the glove box....where for the last month or so, I have hidden my stash of smokes! Now don't get me wrong, I don't like to hide things, and I totally feel like I can smoke when I want to, BUT it was just easier to hide them then it was to deal with the constant, "I'm disappointed in you" or "It's not good for you" speach that I get. I mean come on people, I was a 1 1/2 pack a day smoker for 4 years, and have smoked regularly and off and on since then, I am well aware that they aren't good for me!! I am also aware that the people I live with don't like that I smoke, so I thought I would be nice, and just not do it in front of them! I NEVER smoke indoors, I NEVER smoke around my kids, I NEVER smoke in the car with the kids, shit at this point, I have smoked mabey one cigg every two weeks, just when the mood strikes. Why does she feel the need to bitch at me about it? I understand she doesn't like it, I understand she cares about my health.....but I will state again.....Last I checked I am an ADULT! So I called Rob at school and asked him to talk to her about it, because I don't want to hear about it when she comes home, or I might just say something mean, I am just at the point where I feel like saying, " your not my mom, get the fuck over it!" and that may not go so well.....LOL alright now I got the vento off my chest I feel a little better, of course I'm sure there will be "tension" all day after she gets home...yea me!! arrrgggggghhhhhhhhh
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Oh lord! I totally get ya!!!!! Hopefully everything will work out ok!!!!
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