Saturday, March 21, 2009
emotional rambling
I am sorta down today. I went to another babyshower for a "friend" and I just felt like an outsider. I am in desperate need of some mommy time with some good friends. I have come to the conclusion that I am tired of surrounding myself with people who can't accept my family and my children, and people who don't have "time" to build relationships. I need friends.....good old fashioned FRIENDS you know the people who have you over for a game of yahtzee or margaritas just because? the ones who are willing to come and help you move, or watch your kids so you can have a night out with your hubby? I have made a promise to myself from here on out, I am only surrounding myself with people who care about me, who love me for me and all my crazy, sometimes cussing, garbled religious view having, homeschooling, over weight, gooffy, emotional ME.....and people who can accept my childern, even though they aren't perffect little angels, even tho my son has social/emotional/behavioral issues, and my daughter is a cranky little brat at times, I will only have people in thier lives who love them despite all of that.......who love US. If you are one of those friends now......thank you! you should know that I hold you dearly in my heart and should you ever need to call on me for anything, no matter what the distance I will answer....and if you arn't one of those people who feels the same way about me......then leave me the Hell alone!
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Hang in there Megan...there are some real losers out there and you are right, don't waste your time on them! i wonder what life would be like if we had all stayed in Colorado Springs....can you believe we've been gone for nearly 4 years now!??!? WOW! at least you have a GREAT husband and kids and i always tell Jack and Quinn that family is the most important and is MUCH BETTER than friends! hee hee! goodness attacts goodness and you'll develop some new strong friendships out there.
you make me even more sad that you are far away. i just had some friends over last night that I have had since i was 12...we watched some very bad pseudo-porn (Caligula) and played rock band. We made bad jokes, got drunk, and sang badly. These are the friends everyone needs.
But they don't have kids and that gets frustrating at times. You would have fit in nicely last night. I miss you. :P
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