Hard

Things are never easy are they? but being the care giver is hard. I know he doesn't like being sick, I try not to let him see me feel any other way than worried. It's not his fault that we can't go do certain things as a family, that our lives have taken a complete 180. or just the simple things like taking advantage of our kids being gone, Can't do that when your world is spinning. and now this morning I sit alone no kids to occupy me, no husband to visit with. but I try to be in a good mood for him. It is just SO HARD and LONELY.